Eating Disorder TW, Anorexia TW, EDNOS TW, Bipolar TW, Self-Injury TW, SI TW, Mental Illness TW
I would say I’m about 98% recovered from my eating disorder, which is fucking incredible. I still have passing thoughts about starving, especially when I’m upset, but they’re just that - passing. I’m largely able to dismiss them.
Self-injury is a little harder. Though I haven’t done it in many months, for the persistent thoughts, I’d say about 80% recovered. I’m doing well, but it’s SO HARD to resist the thoughts, or to shut them down as quickly as I can my ED-related thoughts.
I don’t know if there is recovery for Bipolar, really. I have more good periods than I used to.
I dunno. I’m having a lot of anxiety today, though. It’s interesting how it manifests now.